shifting

I’m again backdating this, but only to yesterday. My March post did not arrive on time because we’ve had a hell of a month dealing with unexpected disturbances to our household.

We’ve shifted. Moved. We’re now living elsewhere in Goose Bay and I’m off work today and tomorrow as I try to piece together and organize the last of my things that are strewn about the new place. It’s a bit smaller (no basement) so I’ve got a lot of …. stuff… that can’t be designated to any one area, but is important and needs to be kept. So this is the challenge I face today and tomorrow.

I know those paragraphs may be read as being ungrateful, but it’s not. I certainly am glad to have a warm, safe place to live. But I am allowed to have feelings, and moving out of the little home we built over the last four years was (is) not easy. It was actually really sad. This was where Jeffrey and I built our relationship, it’s the last home that Grace knew, it was the only home that Kane knew.

So today, I’m just going to be sad about it. I’ll put on my big girl pants tomorrow.

M.